i dust off the seat of my pants after planting the seed of my rants see that my hands are
fully calloused
And my talents were balanced/ with you as a ballast (when)/ Now i sink to the depths
of despair/ caught up your nets i get snared
but compared to the hospital care/ it's (only) fair or fittin i'm left smitten/ by what's
sadistic... cryptic and the cryptids i share a crypt with and i'm equipped with the
diagnosis i'm afflicted and hit with (or) maybe i became addicted to the excuse that my
life is scripted by what psychiatrists scripted
That little notepad got my moods lifted
everything i hoped had simply sifted/ through my hands like the sands of the sereghetti
I was never ready for what i was hit with
So you don’t know the half of it
The hassle of my heart being blacker than the shadow of Baphomet
baffled by thoughts
These meds are trying to battle with
The catechism of cataclysm the prison of being the sole catalyst of bad decisions
That left my (whole) life (just) looking like a bad rendition
And my personal landscape is war torn
So my perpetual personality's forlorn
Second Verse
You want war i could show u the gore guts and raw footage
From what i understood it's what i'm good it(at)
A stones throw to where the bones go
All the bullet points i throw
into caches now i'm self conscious
Cuz my battle rap days past seem passé
i felt heavy losses/ were pretty much self inflicted I was so vindictive and vicious i lashed
out
grew listless and passed out in public too often to soften the fact that i was up shits
creek to uplift the-people-i-eat-alive grinding-my-teeth-and-i've
Spoken for the disenfranchised and the disadvantaged
my heart is mismanaged by man
the manner in which i was damaged
Was handed a bandage and granted i was basically branded i hastily panicked
Abandoned and banished every nightmare or emotion
every time i think i might care i need a new potion. New pill bottle to openMore
serotonin to soak in like an ocean of dopamine my copin' mechanisms broken
Eloping married to melodrama just ask karma i aint tryin to be a martyr
This entire project I consider a masterpiece on par with Madvillainy. This only edges out for top spot because I don't ever skip a single track! Amazing collab with two cats who have a solid chemistry and dynamic that works magically. danksfavorites